Well, it's that time of year again. Today is my birthday. I don't really make a big deal, or a deal of any size, about my birthday. But this year is the worst one I can remember. I'm not where I want to be and I'm certainly not doing what I want to be doing. Earlier in the year I had high hopes for this holiday season, but the shit just didn't pan out. I just got a text from Drew wishing me a happy birthday. Ok, it's a little better now.
This blog is whatever it is. Some people read it, I'm not sure why. I used to think it was entertaining because I was running free, living in the poker world, dealing with the everyday struggles of the underground G-vegas scene. Then I got to Vegas and the adventure really began. I had a story to tell and I even enjoy reading it myself. I'm not sure where this is going. Anyway, today I'm sitting in the very seat I was sitting in when I started this blog and wrote the very first post. I'm at Liquid Highway, downtown G-vegas. This place used to be Port City Java. It was a little better in those days, but this will do.
I was about to play online but I got a phone call that reminded me of just how lonely I am this Christmas season so I quickly plumeted into sadness. The music in here is sad as shit too so I guess I'll just spiral into a full blown depression. I'm struggling right now. It truely is tough in the streets.
Fuck my birthday.
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Saturday, December 19, 2009
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I can assure you that I don't read your blog to watch a slow motion train wreck. Invite your daughter to coffee, or just ring her. Find a way.
ReplyDeleteI read you all the time bro, and for what it's worth I'm praying for ya. Happy birthday dude, hope you can snap out of your depression soon.
ReplyDeleteTim, Please take a break from poker...this depression is such a recurring thing with you. I feel like if you had a decent roll and could play right now then you wouldnt be sad. Your hapiness should not revolve around poker. I'm not saying it always does but sometimes it does. Try going back to work for a bit, meet some new people and live your life. Right now it seems to be passing you by one hand at a time. Please take care of yourself. You can always go back to poker but are you able to leave it when you need to?
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